When I wrote the story about my boyfriend and I, I shared the story with him. He liked it alot and decided to write one for me too. Here it is.
One day, i was just living life as usual, wasnt exactly happy, but i was tryign to make the best of it, and i wanted something to make the depression from everythign that has already happened go away, so i decided to talk to someone, just some random person, luckily that person ended out to be the love of my life, it was on myspace, a little weird if you think about it but who cares? we started talking, we would talk all day on myspace or on msn, and eventually i got a cell phone, and the first thing i did was texted her, when we couldnt get on myspace or talk on msn we'd be talking with text, Kevin knew that i've been talking to her alot, he was a really close friend of mine at the time, till he got in my face about it when i wasnt even doing anything and he had no right to try to claim you as his own, lol so we fought about it for a week or so, but i didnt care, i wanted you anyways, just something about you made me HAVE to have you.
I called you once, but it seemed awakard, i figured i was just annoying you like everyone else that i first meet thinks, they always seem to get a bad first impression of me, so i figured you did too, turns out you didnt.. you were just shy, which i thought was adorable, cuz i could tell you liked me, you had a boyfriend, so i just figured i'd wait on you, and i did, but i also gave you advice about it, becasue you had told me you didnt like him that much anyways, i told you it wasnt fair to him, because while he thinks you like him and etc, your thinking "just friends" so either way he would have been hurt eventually, so i just helped you break up with him, and i invited you to come see a movie with me, you gave me directions to your house, which took us forever to find for some reason. i was nervous as heck, i couldnt really think of what to say when i saw you, cuz i thought you were beautiful, i was stunned, but only "wow you really are short" came out.
We got back to my aunt and uncles and i was a nervous wreck, we were watching the boondock saints, pretty much one of the best movies ever, the whole time i was wondering if i should hold her hand or not, my heart starts racing, so i take the risk, and i grab her hand into mine, and she held my hand too. after the movie i was showing her around my aunt and uncles temporary house in 11th street, and i was showing her my cousin's art work, and when we were leaving, i turn around and look into those big beautiful brown eyes, and she looked back into mine, i could see what she wanted, and she knew what i wanted, so we kissed, and time flew by, before we knew it, it was time for her to go, so i take her back to her house, and asked if she wanted to come see me again the next day, she said yes, and the whole day she was out riding 4-wheelers and i couldnt wait to see her again. when she finally got there we talked some, we kissed, and i was trying to tell her that i wnated to be her boyfriend, and eventually i blurted it out, and she thought about it, and it took her a second to awnser, but she said yes! i was happier than i have been in a very long time, i remember the first time she was going to come to my house, we had it all planned out, and she called me after work, she sounded depressed as ever, and told me that her mom said she couldnt go, pretty much just because she didnt know me that well, so after time me and her talked hours on the phone every night.
we get closer and closer every day, but things were moving too fast, stupid decisions were made, and you needed a break, i understood, but it was one of the hardest times of my life, i held in there, we were pretty much together the whole time, we still saw each other all the time, we still kissed on occasion, just you were confused and i had some growing up to do, eventually the summer ends, and school is comming, i decided to still go to her school anyways because i was sick of my old school, i knew it'd make things so much harder, and i went home every day and i couldnt do anything but sit there and think of you, waiting for the phone to ring, because we still talked every night, im so happy that didnt stop, we still kept seeing each other, and i could tell she missed me as much as i did her, but she was scared to get hurt again, she didnt want to go through all that again.
Around christmas time, she needed a date for the dance, and it took me weeks to ask her, it was just as hard as holding her hand the first night, she said yes. a few days before the dance, we were talking on the phone, and i told her that i want to be with her again, and i said, sure its a risk, but sometimes in life you have to jump out there and take a risk if you want to be happy, and you dont seem so happy anymore. and she agreed with me, and i asked so are we together again, are you mine? and she said yes, i was pretty sure my heart just stopped, i had to ask again a few times just to make sure it wasnt a dream or something again. i was the happiest guy alive, im so glad she said yes, because this time things have been going so much slower, we didnt say i love you on the first day even though we did, just she wanst sure yet. It took a few weeks, and one night we were laying in my room watching tv, and she says "Chris... i love you" yet again i couldnt believe what i was hearing, and asked her to tell me again, and i told her "i love you too Michelle!" i couldnt believe it, and our relationship is strong as ever now, nothing can come in our way, we can make it through anything especially after we made it through all that, i love you chelly, with all my heart, i love your big beautiful brown eyes, you adorable smile, i love how your so small and fit in my arms perfectly, i love how i can be myself around you, i love how you dont judge me, i love how you put up with me no matter what, and i love how you love me so much. im yours baby, forever, thats never gona change.
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